Listening to the song missing you like crazy..Tis song is so nice..Now on repeat mode..Missing my angel now..When can i see u again?Yr the angel tat can light my path for me now..Heart is like a maze but u light up the path so i can egt out of tis mess..Thks..Hope the Yes is for me de..

Juz woke up..Slept from 12 plus till 8 plus..Came back from chalet straught went to bed..So tiring.. Chalet was fun.Had BBQ it was nt bad la..Cause the food was like ok lor..Bought Barcardi drank a bit la..Went cycling..Cycled from downtown to Old CH..nth much to see also juz a building..Aft tat cycle to paris ris park to slack..Had to leave there early cause we lost our key..Rush all the way back..Suai lor rush back tat time my leg kana a fishing line..Cause my bike to ski lor..But luckily im fine..Than stay at the chalet all the way..Play games like pairs poker..All sort of games we also play..Then sat there n talk all the way..Some couldn't take it n slp le.In the end i also slept but on the floor la..Was a fun day..Meet to catch up wat we miss last 9 months..Ok kana tired now..Is the Yes on yr blog for me?Hope u haf sort out yr feeling..Missing U..

GG to chalet like in another 3 hrs time...Ytd went to buy food for bbq than all they way slacking at X house trying to learn how to play the song holiday..Eh still cant get it..Muz pratice more..Then went to TPY to haf our dinner then back home..Same thing come back war..But luckly nt me is my bro..But still no peace at home..Last nite Dota till 4 plus lor..The game lasted for 2 hr plus lor..So long..N now onli 10..I slept for onli 6 hrs lor..Nvm la..Eh Anw gtg chalet le..Cya on Fri or smth..Is the Ans On yr blog for me?

GG to chalet like in another 3 hrs time...Ytd went to buy food for bbq than all they way slacking at X house trying to learn how to play the song holiday..Eh still cant get it..Muz pratice more..Then went to TPY to haf our dinner then back home..Same thing come back war..But luckly nt me is my bro..But still no peace at home..Last nite Dota till 4 plus lor..The game lasted for 2 hr plus lor..So long..N now onli 10..I slept for onli 6 hrs lor..Nvm la..Eh Anw gtg chalet le..Cya on Fri or smth..Is the Ans On yr blog for me?

GG to chalet like in another 3 hrs time...Ytd went to buy food for bbq than all they way slacking at X house trying to learn how to play the song holiday..Eh still cant get it..Muz pratice more..Then went to TPY to haf our dinner then back home..Same thing come back war..But luckly nt me is my bro..But still no peace at home..Last nite Dota till 4 plus lor..The game lasted for 2 hr plus lor..So long..N now onli 10..I slept for onli 6 hrs lor..Nvm la..Eh Anw gtg chalet le..Cya on Fri or smth..Is the Ans On yr blog for me?

For the past two days i haf been playing mahjong at my house...For those who came sry ar my house abit messy n abit far for u all..Haf been on a losing streak hope it will end now..HAHA..Sianz lor tis two days kana again..U all reason for me..i say i gg chalet she say i plan all tis cause i don wan to go home..WTF lor.. cant i haf peace at home.. They ar bloodly unreasonable lor..So i shall hack care them for now..I heard of a story tat a guy found a angel tat can lead him to the entrance of the maze..I tink i haf also found my angel but can the angel say Yes to me?Can she?I hope so..At least there a glim of hope for me now..

Argued again..Kepp on arguing..Tis time i flare up lor..he ask me tml don come home..Then i juz shout don come son come lor..Then i juz went back to do my stuff..Din noe y i cant control.But all the things he said was hurtful lor..At first went i was talking on the phone wif frenzz then he scold..Then nvm..I teach Tiny He also scold..Pissed wif him le lor..Hiaz wat kind of life is tis sia...Nid some money n Quick...

Argued again..Kepp on arguing..Tis time i flare up lor..he ask me tml don come home..Then i juz shout don come son come lor..Then i juz went back to do my stuff..Din noe y i cant control.But all the things he said was hurtful lor..At first went i was talking on the phone wif frenzz then he scold..Then nvm..I teach Tiny He also scold..Pissed wif him le lor..Hiaz wat kind of life is tis sia...Nid some money n Quick...

NOw feeling veri stress..NOw in debt le..Owing singtel 60 again don noe how to pay sia..Family gving me lots of prob now..Sianzz nid some time to tink..cant i haf my own time..Cant i get out of tis mess..I don like my life so stressfull..But i noe i bO pain 1..but i hate tis kind of life..I wan to get out..Can I?

NOw feeling veri stress..NOw in debt le..Owing singtel 60 again don noe how to pay sia..Family gving me lots of prob now..Sianzz nid some time to tink..cant i haf my own time..Cant i get out of tis mess..I don like my life so stressfull..But i noe i bO pain 1..but i hate tis kind of life..I wan to get out..Can I?

Woke up 10 in the morning lor..Like so early lor i slept at 3.30 lor..Nt enfu slp le..Muz slp more..When to meet Qiao on the bus the took the long journey to Jh house..It was like a 2 hr journey lor..Freaking farJk nia...But ok la..Cause loo house cant play ma..Then it was pouring when we boarded 962 but luckily it stop when we alighted...Sat at the mahjong table from 12 plus to 10 plus..Half of the day sitting down..Lost abit today..Like it tink 4 bucks or even more..HAha juz like to play mahjong tis few weeks lor...HAHA Jh the mahjong partner who get QING YI SHE tiles when we play..HAHa..GG to teach my MEi MEi tml..Since u call me kor i call u mei mei lor..HAAH sound so werid haha..Hope she can score for her N lor..Hope so..HAHA...

Woke up by the sound of the phone ringing..My ah ma again she woke me up form my beautiful slp juz to ask me to watch some funny show on chn 8..Then went to J8 to meet hid..Then she meet shiqi then clara came..Blah Blah Blah.. Then we sat at mac to slack lor..Aft tat we went to bought tickets for John Tucker muz die..Nt bad la tat show..Then had dinner at KFC slack through the whole dinner..Then went hoem lor..The usual stuff lor.GG to mahjong tml wish me luck pls..N hope tml Qiao will haf the luck she wan..

Woke up ealry noon abt 2.30 lor..Still so tired..Watch lost..Left wif 1 more episode than i finish le..The most boring things is i haf to wipe the window..sianz the glass window so mafun lor..I wipe for abt an hr lor...Tot of lots of things today..Y cant my dad be a better person..Y cant he understand me..I hope tat there ar ppl who will understand me in tis world...Y do ppl always argue..Y cant they talk nicely..Argue n Argue they nt tired 1 ar..They nt tired i tired lor..Every1 has a problem to slove is only how big is the problem..If ppl cant slove the problem then they will stuck at the state of life n cant carry on..if ppl wan to carry on they muz look ahead n nt look back..I wan to be the 1 to look ahead but can i?

GG to blog abt wat happen YTD n today...Ytd was con birthday..She is 20 le..1 more year n she is an adult..HAHA...Went to marina bay to PLAY ARCARDE siao rite..Suppose to go n fly kite but the field to muddy so we stay there to play arcarde..It is so ex lor..1 bucks for daytona..N 2 bucks for HOTD4..But nvm the point is tat we had fun..Hope con haf fun also..Then went down to newton for dinner..there was like a war between 2 drinks stores lor..But hack la..Who cares..The point is we got our drinks..Is was a FUNG SHENG de dinner..All eat till verii full..But sry Zihui din noe there don haf any veg food for u...Sry..Aft our dinner loo jh zihui clara had to leave than the rest walk form Newton to novena..It was near la..But aft there we walk to thosman..Tat took us abt 3 hr like tat..Then we took a break at icekimo..Aft tat meiqi con n Xen had to leave.Then qiao hid n me walked tiny home.We walked to a area tat is full of toad n the freak out..Then qiao hid n me walk to bishan..We walked like 4 hr the whole day sia..Our legs ar falling apart le..Qiao still got the energy to run lor..All were happy tat nite..Lucky hid got train home...Ok now for today..

Today meet X Ed Jj N drew we went to jurong to swim..Shiok sia..So long le since the last time i went out wif them..We were feeling so relax lor..all the stressful guy ar feeling relax..so happy sia...But X lost his spec than we were taking part of the time to look for it but lucky the lifeguard found it n return to him..But b4 tat we went to the arcarde to play the cashier got some hearing prob lor..I told him i wan to top up 2 bucks then he top up 10 bucks n say wat top e mean top le can refund..Then in the end we all broke..Play drum game finally noe abit abt the game le..But wat piss me off is still the cashier..aft the swim we went back to TPY..Nt6h much to do there then in the end come to PP to slack lor..din wan to go home early so slack till abt 12 then when home..Y cant he be more ncie to me..

Sry i don meant to PS u 1..I reali don feel like gg to Town..I reali sry..I m Reali meant my SRY..Is nt say for fun de...I noe tat u ar angry tat i PS u..But i m Reali sry..Life suck..Y muz we make decision..Is juz like both yr hand u muz choose which 1 to chop off.. I don like to make decicion..Y muz i decide so many things..Can life be simpler..YYYYYY..I don like my life..Can i juz end it here..Went out for dinner..was a emo night tot of lots of things..I juz don like my life..Alone n lonely..I hate myself for being tis way..Cant i learn to treasure all..Frenz Family Myself all ar my prob.. cant solve all but i choose to run away..Im a coward..I hate MY life...OK enfu of all tis..I juz cr8 a skin again..I noe u all will say i siao..BUt Y cant life be simpler..

Sry i don meant to PS u 1..I reali don feel like gg to Town..I reali sry..I m Reali meant my SRY..Is nt say for fun de...I noe tat u ar angry tat i PS u..But i m Reali sry..Life suck..Y muz we make decision..Is juz like both yr hand u muz choose which 1 to chop off.. I don like to make decicion..Y muz i decide so many things..Can life be simpler..YYYYYY..I don like my life..Can i juz end it here..Went out for dinner..was a emo night tot of lots of things..I juz don like my life..Alone n lonely..I hate myself for being tis way..Cant i learn to treasure all..Frenz Family Myself all ar my prob.. cant solve all but i choose to run away..Im a coward..I hate MY life...OK enfu of all tis..I juz cr8 a skin again..I noe u all will say i siao..BUt Y cant life be simpler..

Woke up by a phone call form my ahma..If nt i can slp longer...Woke up n was. watching Lost..Then i receive call from qiao..The first call was..We ar gg to watch movie..Then i said ok..The second call was..We all gg to slack at orchard..Then i said ok..The third call was..We all gg to K garden..Then i said ok..Then came the fouth call..She said..Pls help us bring poker cards..The i was like..Tot u ar gg to change the place tat we ar gg to meet again..AHHA..CCCCCCrappy..OK wen to meet them at k garden n thhe bus still make me wait so long..Then went to k then the person don allow us the buy alcohol drink..Say wat nt 18..Then nvm la..We sang n sang then decided to play a game of BIG n SMALL..Wooo wat a game it was the punishment was to beat the other peron hand n our hand pain dao nth to say..but We all enjoyed it..But i tink loo din cause he the 1 who kana most..HAHA... Then we went for dinner at prata house..We took a cab down but the cab went to wrog way n it was 11.40 lor..So ex..But the uncle was veri kind he onli ask us to pay 6..Then we sat there a talk awhile..They were all talking abt the Np stuff n i catch nth..NVm anyway all went home aft tat..All those who nid some rest pls go rest.>TIs is for Qiao n Hid..

Went to jh house for mahjong again..today nt bad la..Got win some money but in the end i pay for the cab n i muz still top up money..HAHA...Stayed there the whole day..Mahjong like my life liao lor..Went home slack abit then heard form jh that we could collect our result..FUck Fuck FUCK FUck fuCK fUCK FUCk FuCK...I din get the result i 1 i got 2B n 4 C lor some ppl tell me nt bad..But i still din reach my target so veri sad..Y cant ppl who work hard get wat they wan..Y..WIUF...Nvm its a bad day anyway so shall go slp le..

Today supposed to play mahjong at my house but last minute nt enfu KAS tat y nv play..Went to town wif Qiao instead..We went to meet Xen hid n Qi..Walk ar Paragon the slack at coffee bean..The machine was down n the counter was abit a chaos so the gave us a extra drink in mistake...BUt no 1 drank tat drink..So we left it there n walk away..Meiqi n Xen went hime first then again left wif me qiao n hid..We decided to watch love wercked..Nt bad the show..Veri funny..Shld buy the VCD watch again..Then slack at MAc cafe...Then hid had to go home then we went back..Qiao was abit crappy on the bus lor..Say the bus was waiting for her..Tml gg to play mahjong..Nid some luck again..HAHA..Y muz PPl Make decision Which they don wan to make..Y muz ppl force make decision..Y muz ppl be stress..Cant Life be Simpler..

Another day gg past le..Din do much spent half of the day slping..Slept for 12 hrs b4 waking up...Then sat in front of the com the whole day..help ma run errand..Saw angel at Tp..She working so nv go disturb her..Shall stop here..Boring entry..Boring day..Boring life...can i haf smth some1 someplac to spice up my life..
我不能阻止危险发生但我会保护你
不要什么事都藏住
把心里的痛讲出来就不会这么讨厌自己了
我愿意听你讲。。。相信我

Tis skin is i juz cr8 de..Nid yr comments..
Went to ECp today wif qiao n hid..But today all were late..Qiao woke up late..So did hid..Hid was suppose to meet us at 10 but she woke up at 10..HAHA...But nvm la..So we took 135 which was a veri veri long journey..Then alight n walk a veri veri long distance b4 reaching ECP..Ar we gd or wat..First try to fly the kite the kite flew high up the sky..Slacking at Ecp juz enjoying the sea breezes...Looking at airplanes taking off..Hope to fly like a plane or i shld i shld juz leave tis place...Miss my Ah Gong when i listen Ni Bu Zai at ECP....His image juz come to my mind..But wat gone is gone..haizzzzzzz..Shall nt tink too much..Then walk all the way back to take bus home...Stupid stomach..Suddenly ach then had to cab to the nearest toilet..Enjoyed the day today..Hope to do tis often...

Woke up late in the morning..1 pm i tink..Then had to rush out to meet JJ...Sry nt i don wan to go out is i reali lazy n feeling sick le... But still went out wif him...Went to had lunch then Pool Time..Wa i lost sia..4-3..Lost by 1 game..But nvm at least i got a golden break..HAHA..Went to raffles place n slack..Then went to funan..wa there got WGT lor..The guys ar so pro..I wan to be like them...Muz trained more..HAHA..Aft tat slack again at the area infront of MS..Then went to meet qiao hid n tiny..Also slackar..But at suntec la..Then they went to eat ice cream..walk all the way to take 133 home..Sry Qiao cant send u home...So Slack n slack n slack n slack n slack..all day slackinggggggIf tml i nt gg out then i shall cr8 a skin..HAHA..Hope i will succed..

Basically went to tiny house to play mahjong onli..Jh LooLoo Qiao tiny me..Wa looloo lucky was so lucky lor...Gt such good tiles...Won abt 7 bucks.But stupid cab waste my money..It was crawling lor..Then i had to pay 12..Stupid uncle..Fuck lor come home straight then kana scolding don noe for wat lor..My bro use com till late ;ate then i kana...WTF lor...Then Stupid bro angry lock the room..I acnt get my clothes..Fuck U man...Can u all get out of my life..I m VEri sick of it le..Happy scold nt happy also scold...

GG to sing a brithday song for..JH XEN CON CINDY...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL OF U..Hope u all enjoyed the party..Went to qiao house to help her carry most of the present..Went to hid house first the went to jurong to meet the rest..Went ice skating..
See tis..All who went including the person who is taking the photo..Qiao
The 2 BDAY girls...
Another pic at ice skating..
Aft tat..XEn COn Phlip went missing sia...Then went to buy smth for us nt telling us..Went to hid house n cab down from jurong to Pasir ris...Abt 24 bucks lor..Time to start fire...
Look at the fire..Started by qiao n looloo..GJ..Tis pic so funnnnnnnnnnny sia..>Tiny is reali tiny..She hid in the closet...
Time to cut cake...All ready to sing birthday song..
They had to take out the candles by using their mouth...Tis is cindy turn
JH turn
Xen Turn
Con turn...
Look at them so happy..

Cutting the cake tgt...Xen present..
Cindy present
Jh present..So nice rite.SUN YAN ZI poster...

Con Present..

Time to look at the presents...
Cinday so happy..She helping us to take drinks
Din noe wat they were laughing abt..But sure abt smth stupid or funny..
con reciving her mickey wallet..
Jh also reciving his wallet..
All the present...
Wa i like tis...The bottle..

The 3 staty man who ar gg to open their satay shop soon...See all gathering in the room...The Bday ppl haf smth to say...

Oh ya n cindy presents..
Con feeling happy after she said wat she wan to say...
Unhappy?2 unknown ppl don noe wat they doing..


Clara feeling tired?The three angels of ash..
Thks xen n Con for the postcard..I reali like it...
Hope all of u like wat we did...
GJ Basher...Well done...
Rest well..
N tis end 1 of the chapter of my life..
Y muz there be a ending for the story..
Haiz..Still waiting for the nx chap to start..